Friday

Most of the time I'm trying to deal with what I'm facing, but sometimes I don't deal at all. I'd like to feel like I have some control over my life, but I don't. I am going to get rid of one of the cats, the one that has chosen to use our BEDS as a litter box. Not going to happen here! Any the other will be sad, but no one here will miss her other than Holly.

I'm typing from the work laptop. No bells or whistles, but it works. Don't know how long we will be without a computer. Bummer. Maybe we can get them back by Tuesday.

I didn't schedule to see B until after the deadline, so no one will visit him this weekend. I'm not happy about that. Neither is he. I did get to speak with him this evening, letting him know that I screwed up. He's sad, but is dealing with it.

He is only allowed one visit a weekend, so I guess I'll sign up early for next week. Oh well.

I've got a really busy day tomorrow. I found out there is a free Kaplan test on Sunday morning. Why did they pick Sunday morning??? I want to take the class, but I don't see how I can go if I'm going to go to church. Ugh.

It seems like life is just speeding by. I guess I will have to deal with it....